feeling sad tonight. This whatever we are time right now is hard. It's hard being here. Not together. Not not together. The feelings are still there. The attraction is still there. But the relationship isn't. Lord, i don't understand. He is so sure we don't belong together. I am so sure we do. If i am wrong. If these feelings aren't from you then take them. I don't want them. But if they are Lord and you are asking me to wait then show me some sign Lord that i am supposed to be waiting and not supposed to be letting go. You are more than enough for me, now and always. I don't want to hold on to a guy that is not meant for me. I am more than willing to wait as long as you ask and as long as he needs me to wait for him if you want us together. All i am asking for is complete confirmation. To both of us, even if the time is wrong and friends is best for us right now. I am asking in complete faith for your confirmation so that i can obey you Lord. Make it obvious. Make it undeniable. Make it mutual. I am expecting.I am waiting. I love you.