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He wants to know why i wont be coming to anything for a while. Honestly i just can't deal with the questions. We weren't a 6 month couple. We were together for almost 3 years. 3 years of history and friendships and people seeing us together. And now we are not. I just know his family will be talking about this. And our friends. And i know it shouldn't matter. But it does. Because i found out that almost every single thing he ever told me was a lie. A boy lying? go figure. I guess i thought he was different. I guess i was wrong again. To bad my heart still doesn't agree with that. To bad i still feel sure. I wish i didn't even like him let alone still want to spend forever with him. Where is the justice?