Feeling in need of some love tonight again. It is incredible how in need of affection i have become since Jordan and i aren't together. I love still talking to him every night and he is always sure to give me a hug at least once every time i see him, but... i miss the rest. I miss kisses. I never thought i would, but then again i never thought i wouldn't have them. What i wouldn't give for even the shortest kiss. Even if it was mostly platonic. I miss him kissing me. I miss him holding me. I miss feeling safe and cherished and protected. I miss cuddling while watching movies. I miss. Him. Us. I miss.