Color Me Different.

I have this feeling lately I just can't completely shake. I feel more aware of how short my life could be. It's like we all expect to live to be 90 and accomplished and Hey it's okay if we don't give our all for Jesus today because I should have at least 50 or 60 more years left, right? But, what if we don't? What if this was my last year? How would I want to live it? What if I only have 5 years to share the Gospel? Wouldn't sharing it be more important than anything else? I am not trying to sound morbid, but I am not sure we should live expecting to live a long life. We should use each day as if it were our last. Because what if it is? Is Jesus so satisfying to me and the Gospel so important to me that I am okay with my life being about nothing else? We very well might get a lot of our wants and desires, but are we satisfied enough in Christ that if we don't that we are still as satisfied as if we did? Is Jesus enough for us? Or do we just that He is?