Sad. I am trying to see past these dark stormy days to the rainbow afterwards but it is hard. Nights are the hardest. I miss talking to Jordan. I have broadened my horizons by making independent frienships this year, but nights were always lonely times for me. Jordan always helped ease the long nights of living alone. And now i face them alone. Just me and the dark and my too many thoughts. I see a lot more nights of falling asleep to my tearrs rather than his voice. I know God is with me through these times and maybe He is even using them to call to me, but i still miss human companionship. *sigh*