haha i am feeling glad that i have a secret blog. Okay so it isn't a very good secret since i don't have it set as private and it is on the internet, but it is unbeknown to most people. I think Jordan knows about it although it hink he has forgotten about that blog. Thankg goodness lol Because it is my most honest blog. I wouldn't be mad if people read it, but they would probably know me a little more than they were wanting to, so for their sake it is probably a good thing it is unknown. It is nice to have a place that i can go to a rant about things though. It is a release blog for me. My others blogs i love peeople reading because us sharing our stories and being able to track my growth has been a huge blessing for me. But everyone needs a place to rant, be emotional, be unrealistic, be dramatic. And that blog is my place. It will be interesting if anyone finds it one day. And as long as they don't comment on it so i find out about it i wont really care.